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...how could I be so stupid?
How could I let myself become so blinded by my love for him?
Why did I believe him? forgive him? give him so many chances?
Why can I not shake the thought that I might, as he says, actually have "had it coming?"
I think I know why.... I should have kicked him out at the first sign... I shouldn't have let him go this far. I should have known that his violent temper would only get worse, not magically disappear with some empty promise.
dammit... How is he STILL able to make me feel guilty for calling the police?
How can his twisted, manipulative words still hang inside my head, as I look at the bruises and scratches, feel my sore throat and think, "I guess it could have been worse.."?
How could I let him do this to me?
I am so ashamed.
How could I let myself become so blinded by my love for him?
Why did I believe him? forgive him? give him so many chances?
Why can I not shake the thought that I might, as he says, actually have "had it coming?"
I think I know why.... I should have kicked him out at the first sign... I shouldn't have let him go this far. I should have known that his violent temper would only get worse, not magically disappear with some empty promise.
dammit... How is he STILL able to make me feel guilty for calling the police?
How can his twisted, manipulative words still hang inside my head, as I look at the bruises and scratches, feel my sore throat and think, "I guess it could have been worse.."?
How could I let him do this to me?
I am so ashamed.
Our crowning achievement in cinematic trailer-dom
The official 2013 theatrical trailer for "The Demon's Rook" has been unleashed. Feast Your eyes, folks...
http://youtu.be/B3ILJvfXfMw
We're grinding through the rest of post-production at the moment--mixing and polishing up all the sound, color-correcting, getting no sleep, etc. Once it's all wrapped up, We'll be submitting this baby to film festivals. Keep Your fingers crossed for Us!
...We need a vacation.
Self-Promotion and more Demon's Rook news
https://www.facebook.com/AshleighJoSizemore
There You go, I went and made myself a fan page. The whole idea of promoting myself as some kind of famous entity is so very strange... but hey, I guess this is what a gal has to do to survive in the entertainment industry. I sure as hell appreciate all the encouragement and support I've gotten from friends and fans! Especially since I'm still fairly new to this aspect of the business.
I must say, though, making movies is something I sincerely enjoy...whether I'm in front of the camera or behind it. Speaking of which...
https://youtu.be/JeJvyjF5ud0
Here's a new(er) teaser trailer for Your viewin
Zombies
"The Demon's Rook" just keeps getting bigger and better.
WATCH THIS SWEET MESS:
http://www.demonsrook.com/teaser.html
....this teaser is just a mash-up of some of the best stuff We've filmed so far. Most of it involves zombies, with a little bit of demon-possessed killers thrown in. Our next teaser trailer will include footage from the demon world + the wise old demon Dimwos... the set pieces and demon prosthetics will be some of the most amazing stuff You've ever seen in a low-budget horror movie. We've got a great team of incredibly talented artists and filmmakers who all believe in this project and are driven to make it succeed.
And be
The Demon's Rook
Hey kids, here is a promo/fundraising site for the upcoming horror/fantasy movie that We're working on:
https://www.kickstarter.com/projects/louprah/the-demons-rook
Help Us spread the word!
...and heck, maybe YOU could benefit from a kickstarter page, hm? This is a website that helps artists of all trades to promote and fund upcoming projects, based on a reward system for people who donate to the cause. It's pretty awesome.
Oh, and don't forget to check out James' website for more behind-the-scenes action:
http://plainjames.com/pages/theDemonsRook.html
Thanks, everybody. <3
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... meep. take care and, wanting to believe in someone does not make you stupid and does not mean you "had it coming". But, it's always good to know when to draw the line, and, definitely, if there is need to call the police and stinging words in your head and stuff...there needs to be a line.
good luck. if you need an anonymous, non-judging, out in the cyberspace void, person to mull stuff over with anytime, I am here.
good luck. if you need an anonymous, non-judging, out in the cyberspace void, person to mull stuff over with anytime, I am here.